601. Anecdotal Evidence: How Instinctive Urges Blur, Distort And Deactivate A Man's Reason
A few days ago, a man's profile gave me the impression of his being a nice, decent, and considerate guy. He used words like honesty, sharing, loving, kind and compassionate in his profile. He told me, he were fitting my own profile, where I have explicitly mentioned, that I do not want any contact with promiscuous men.
A few days ago, a man's profile gave me the impression of his being a nice, decent, and considerate guy. He used words like honesty, sharing, loving, kind and compassionate in his profile. He told me, he were fitting my own profile, where I have explicitly mentioned, that I do not want any contact with promiscuous men.
He seemed interested in further contact with me. We exchanged a few emails and he agreed also with the importance of communication and of intellectual compatibility.
But when I had another look at his profile, I was really puzzled. He had changed his declared intention from actively seeking a relationship to dating but nothing serious. When I asked him about this unexpected and seemingly incongruous change, his answer was so different from what he had appeared before, that he appeared like a different person.
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He wrote,
1. that he was "totally discouraged with online dating"
2. that he now intended to have "a hookup, nothing serious. Dinner, movie, and sex."
For a moment I was speechless. When he wrote this, it was morning in his time zone. Had he written this in the evening, I would have suspected him to be drunk.
1. Even by not being his dream woman, according to his initial interest, the contact with me could more logically have encouraged him.
2. Something is strange, when someone with this man's profile decides on such a project. It is not something to achieve with honesty. Most women, to whom a man would unequivocally suggest "a hookup, nothing serious. Dinner, movie, and sex" would feel insulted by this objectification and disrespect. They would consider him a ridiculous fool for having such expectations.
Most men, who succeed in getting "a hookup, nothing serious. Dinner, movie, and sex", do this by lies, manipulation and other methods of misleading a woman to consent based upon the false hope of beginning a relationship. This is abuse.
It seemed incongruous and inconsistent, that a man, who had declared himself as valuing compassion and kindness, suddenly plans coldblooded abuse. It is incomprehensible, how someone suddenly decides to abuse a female body as a toilet for his body waste in spite of his claim of wanting intellectual compatibility.
But when I had another look at his profile, I was really puzzled. He had changed his declared intention from actively seeking a relationship to dating but nothing serious. When I asked him about this unexpected and seemingly incongruous change, his answer was so different from what he had appeared before, that he appeared like a different person.
.
He wrote,
1. that he was "totally discouraged with online dating"
2. that he now intended to have "a hookup, nothing serious. Dinner, movie, and sex."
For a moment I was speechless. When he wrote this, it was morning in his time zone. Had he written this in the evening, I would have suspected him to be drunk.
1. Even by not being his dream woman, according to his initial interest, the contact with me could more logically have encouraged him.
2. Something is strange, when someone with this man's profile decides on such a project. It is not something to achieve with honesty. Most women, to whom a man would unequivocally suggest "a hookup, nothing serious. Dinner, movie, and sex" would feel insulted by this objectification and disrespect. They would consider him a ridiculous fool for having such expectations.
Most men, who succeed in getting "a hookup, nothing serious. Dinner, movie, and sex", do this by lies, manipulation and other methods of misleading a woman to consent based upon the false hope of beginning a relationship. This is abuse.
It seemed incongruous and inconsistent, that a man, who had declared himself as valuing compassion and kindness, suddenly plans coldblooded abuse. It is incomprehensible, how someone suddenly decides to abuse a female body as a toilet for his body waste in spite of his claim of wanting intellectual compatibility.
The following are of course only speculations, as there is no way to find out the truth.
Desensitization to full comprehension for how much a woman gets hurt, when she is used and discarded is not enough to explain this contradiction. Desensitization to harming others works best in the absence of compassion.
The most plausible explanation is this man's overreacting to a state of strong physiological dishomeostasis. The guy seems to have been reduced from a thinking and feeling human being to a mere animal, being completely under the power of overwhelming instinctive forces. In this state as an animal, all his human reason appears blurred, distorted or deactivated.
Any option for behavior guided by human compassion and kindness seems to be concealed behind the predominant urge to copulate like a dog in the gutter, and behind the drive to be a predator and to ruthlessly hunt for prey. This state as an animal lasts until homeostation restores humanity.
I replied, that a man, who objectifies women, is not worthy of me. His reaction was "F**k you, you crazy broad. Go back to the asylum." I was merely blunt, but the animal in him became vulgar.
While I am scared of men's dangerous instincts, I also feel sorry for them. They are afflicted with instincts, which destroy for them the chance to get, what is most beneficial to their human cognition, especially in the case of men, who are intelligent and educated, and only deranged when they experience dishomeostasis.
This guy is just one example. Without being deranged temporarily by his instincts, he could have a happy symmetrical committed and bonded relationship with a woman like me. But his instincts reduce him to a disgusting beast, who temporarily sinks so low as to intend to abuse women as a toilet for his body waste. No decent woman with dignity and self-respect wants anything to do with such a man.
It is very difficult for me to imagine, how men's specific physiological sexual dishomeostasis of needing to get rid of body waste feels. Biologically, women's bodies do not provide this same experience of dishomeostasis.
My best attempt to comprehend the magnitude of men's problem is to compare it to the urge of an addiction like alcoholism or even an extreme deprivation as is starvation. Sometimes an extremely strong craving deactivates and overrides all higher cognitive and moral consideration. The craving person ruthlessly applies any atrocity, which allows him to restore homeostasis, even killing, stealing and robbing. In the case of men, it can be abuse and rape of women.
Those jerks, who always copulate like dogs in the gutter, oblivious of the damage done to the abused women, are just animals, who have never really become fully human.
But assuming, that the guy in this incident knows the full meaning of the words used by him in his profile, like kindness and compassion, makes me wonder, what happens after he had his night in the gutter. How will he feel, when he is back temporarily in a state of homeostasis, becoming fully aware of what he had done to the woman by luring her into his gutter? Will he feel the same shame and regret as the addict, who in the state of homeostasis wishes to be free from the addiction?
It is very difficult for me to imagine, how men's specific physiological sexual dishomeostasis of needing to get rid of body waste feels. Biologically, women's bodies do not provide this same experience of dishomeostasis.
My best attempt to comprehend the magnitude of men's problem is to compare it to the urge of an addiction like alcoholism or even an extreme deprivation as is starvation. Sometimes an extremely strong craving deactivates and overrides all higher cognitive and moral consideration. The craving person ruthlessly applies any atrocity, which allows him to restore homeostasis, even killing, stealing and robbing. In the case of men, it can be abuse and rape of women.
Those jerks, who always copulate like dogs in the gutter, oblivious of the damage done to the abused women, are just animals, who have never really become fully human.
But assuming, that the guy in this incident knows the full meaning of the words used by him in his profile, like kindness and compassion, makes me wonder, what happens after he had his night in the gutter. How will he feel, when he is back temporarily in a state of homeostasis, becoming fully aware of what he had done to the woman by luring her into his gutter? Will he feel the same shame and regret as the addict, who in the state of homeostasis wishes to be free from the addiction?
