I am a woman born 1949 and my quest is to find a mindmate
to grow old together as a mutually devoted couple
in a relationship based upon the
egalitarian rational commitment paradigm
bonded by intrinsic commitment
as each other's safe haven and secure basis.

The purpose of this blog is to enable the right man
to recognize us as reciprocal mindmates and
to encourage him to contact me:

The entries directly concerning,
who could be my mindmate,
are mainly at the beginning.
If this is your predominant interest,
I suggest to read this blog in the same order
as it was written, following the numbers.

I am German, therefore my English is sometimes faulty.

Maybe you have stumbled upon this blog not as a potential match.
Please wait a short moment before zapping.

Do you know anybody, who could be my mindmate?
Your neighbour, brother, uncle, cousin, colleague, friend?
If so, please tell him to look at this blog.
While you have no reason to do this for me,
a stranger, maybe you can make someone happy, for whom you care.

Do you have your own webpage or blog,
which someone like my mindmate to be found probably reads?
If so, please mention my quest and add a link to this blog.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

127. Four Months of This Blog

Four Months of This Blog

Today is the last day of October, this is entry 127.   I have written a lot during the four months, since I have started this blog.   I keep on writing, because the more I write about a variety of topics, the more this blog shows up in google searches.  

By now I have said enough for my mindmate to recognize himself when reading this blog.   He has not found me yet.   Bad luck for him and for me, life together would be so much better.   It is not good to be alone.   But it is still better than to be with an unsuitable man.  

Blogger has a page, where I can check the number of pageviews and from which country they come.   In the month of October, there has been a total number of about 750 pageviews. 

Obviously, some people are looking at this blog.  I have no clue, how many of them are actually reading the pages after opening them.   I have also no clue, how many are considering this blog as a lot of mental diarrhea.  Those who do, do not bother to telling me so. 

Besides the few comments, I got a bit of positive feedback in private correspondence.   When I am daydreaming, I am hoping, that one of these days someone stumbles upon this blog, who has access to some very popular and highly frequented webpage.   Even if he would recommend this blog only as an amazing curiosity, it still may catch the attention of my mindmate.   

But reality is not like this.   I am neither impressive enough nor weird enough to achieve, that this blog can be distinguished from thousands of others.   
Every new entry is like throwing another bottle into the ocean.   Only I am not throwing one bottle into a vast ocean, I am throwing one more bottle between millions of other bottles floating there already.